Thursday, 26 January 2012

Semiconductor + holiday..

HI peeps,



Rajin lak nak menulis hari ini.Honestly, I'm bored.haha
so, tomorrow I'm going home. Already 1 week stay dekat kemaman ni.
Getting bored sometime.Nothing to do. Bangun, makan, tdo,tv,online. Tu je la keje nye.
Nk kuar? ermm dengan sape? Sometime I felt like a little stranger here.huhu.
But angah asyik ajak, kite pon singgah la. lagpon kitorang dari Seremban. Angah teman untok interview kat on semiconductor dekat Senawang. But, don't get that job. sob2. sedikit sedih but x d rezeki kan. Company besar.They are looking for oversea's graduate.huhu. My first time, I had interview with a big company. Interview aritu about 1 1/2 hours with 2 Chinese guys. .what! lame kan.haha. ape yg diboraknye?? seriously, dr A to Z die tny. The basic question pon die tny. what the different between AM and FM?hmm. why the current flow mcmtu.knp? knp? knp? explain.explain.explain.till I got tired to answer all question. Then, the last question about ermmm lpe dah but the question passal opinion la. Comparison between Malaysia and overseas. Knp Malaysia mundur dr segi Science. Knp graduate students kat malaysia banyak tapi compare dengan overseas's graduate, kite kurang dari segi kualiti. banyak la.Then, he asked about FYP.Confident je explained.Siap mtk paper nk lukis la kononnye.nk tunjuk flow my project. Tapi diorang ni dok tny until I also got konfius. aiyakkk! x patot. but, the past will be a good lesson for us.Never regret.huhu.

JJ Seremban.

Back to the main topic, 
so, esok balik KB dah mcm2 plan. GIRLS wait for me. Maafkan beta sepanjang dekat kemaman banyak menyepi. Masalah hati dan perasaan mengganggu hidup beta. Nanti story.huhu.. Esok, ticket pkol 11.45pm. First, nk suruh syam antakan because i thought angah will busy since ramai peserta datang. But angah leh anta kan. So, jgn susah kan org len k.susahkan adik beradik sndri x pe.haha.



JOHNY,JJ SEREMBAN

Ini my angah. Dia lah yang banyak tolang saye.hehe. Love u so much :)
esok2, saya dah keje, x kan sy lpe kan beliau.Mase ni, angah baru tw dtas she's pregnant.wah,so glad.
Finally :)
Happy for you





ok. dah rase malas nk menulis.hehe.

daa.

happy weekend peeps :)



FRUST

Beta harapkan 4flat sem n,
semuanye indah till i got B for DSP!!
Mase tgk "senarai tampal".
heartbroken!
cedera parah.
B je layak untok DSP.
SO, hoping the best for my psm result.
BTW, yes. I'm still in dean list.
But i'm hoping for 1st class graduate soon.


Tapi dah x d rezeki kan.
KIte merancang tapi Allah menentukan seglanya.
Beta berusaha, tapi ...
nite  :(

happy for those got 4flat this semester.
ok2,sedikit cemburu.
The red one is me :(





Monday, 2 January 2012

Study week

Hi peep,

I'm really glad, finally my fyp report and IC design assignment,
dah submit!
feel good
So, tonight I can study.
Don't disturb me.
Stressful
with
study
and
....

so, my schedule:
8/1 = Economy 
12/1=IC Design
17/1=Digital Signal Processing

3 papers only??
yeah.

So, hopefully I can achieve 3.7 an above for this semester.
Hoping for the medal and 1st class graduate :)
Pray for me.

But suddenly, remembered them :)
My ex-MRSM roomate

four of us

Ayu, Nuyu (me), MEk zue, Amni

Dear Amni,

Forget about love.
One fine day, your love will come.
Amni, be strong.
I think "him" will come to airport for you.
I always here, If u need a friend.
A friend in need  is a friend indeed right!
Have a safe journey :)

Dear Ayu

Ayu? be strong girl.Maybe he is not the right person for you.
someone will come for you.
Ke ada pengganti dah?
story k : )

Mek zue? Yeah. Dah engaged! 
Congrate mek zue.
X sangka.
budak kuat nangis ni paling cepat tunang.hehe
I still remembered girl,
u are crying because him.
hehe.
btw kisah lame, and u already engaged.
congrate. :)

Me? hmm..
Let u know soon:)
But not good, I think,
X d masa nk pk pasal feeling2 ni.hehe
study pon belom untuk final ni.


I 'm reallyWaiting for holiday.
So, cuti ni plan kne bgs.
So, that day, will be the best day in our life.
Ayu? will u come to KB.hehe
U can right?!

continue...

p/s study miss nurul :)

I smile even though, the true its really hurt..





A little bit stronger..

morning,

Just feel frustrated today..

Feel something bad..

Feel excited, but you never feel the same way with me..




Don't cry little girl. You are good enough..




by the way, I love this song

A little bit stronger :)

Woke up late today and I still feel the sting of the pain
But I brushed my teeth anyway
I got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face
I got a little bit stronger

Riding in the car to work and I'm trying to ignore the hurt
So I turned on the radio, stupid song made me think of you
I listened to it for minute but I changed it
I'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger

And I'm done hoping that we could work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger

Doesn't happen overnight but you turn around
And a month's gone by and you realize you haven't cried
I'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer

And I'm done hoping that we can work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking, that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger

Getting along without you, baby
I'm better off without you, baby
How does it feel without me, baby?
I'm getting stronger without you, baby

And I'm done hoping we could work it out
I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be okay
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger

I get a little bit stronger
Just a little bit stronger
A little bit, a little bit, a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronge
r



video


continue my economy. final is coming soon.
Butterfly really in my stomach!

bye...





Sunday, 1 January 2012

2012

hi peep,


"happy new year and not forget to say Alhamdulillah till now I'm still breathing. Semoga peningkatan umur seiring dengan peningkatan amal "






Growing old is mandatory. Growing up is optional. :)


SO, talk about azam. Yes every year, I'll make a wish. But silly, hard to achieve all of them!


Every year make azam :) fenomena alam.hehe


So, they said :

Abang Cemot said he want to be more matured and more more better in all aspect. I guess for his work :) Good luck. Always pray for you. Selamat maju jaya di rahim & co.hehe.


Bam2 said "kurang kan sifat joyah" . Haha. Her nick name is Joyah. Only me call her with that's name. She's really macam mak joyah. When talked about others, really Joyah! Ok not only her. Me too :p
Maybe


How about others? Don't know.
Hoping the best for them

How about me?
Hmm............ many "azam".
Whose azam?

hehe.

so, my hopes for 2012

I hope to be adorable girl
I hope my parents proud with my achievement
I hope my family always "sihat2"
I hope abg cemot' mom fully cure from cancer
I hope my sister,Anis getting married soon
I hope a.cik getting married soon also
I hope cik su always success and get  better result
I hope to be in dean list for this semester
I hope to be in 1st class
I hope I'll love you forever
I hope I'll be more patient while waiting for you
I hope I'll have ever sweet memory for my final year
I hope my friend "sihat2" jgk.hehe
I hope be getting married soon (gatal!)

But I'm 23 now ^_^



Then,I'm looking for album lama2 and Shahreen just tagged me in fb.
THis picture:(
Mata saya nampak besar.
Tapi sekarang mata saya sepet bila senyum. 
Kenapa:(
Pipi tu hah, dah nek mcm apam dah!
OMG
makin lebar je!



(2nd year, I think)



(now.!I'm 4th year student)


jadi tambah satu lagi azam, saya nak kurus.
x pyh tgu tahun baru, I always make this wish.
Tapi x buat2.
haha
X d inspirasi lagi :p
But I will!
hmm agak2 kalo dah keje ley kurus x?
argghhhh dilema wanita "chubby".haha.
or gemok!



BTW, for this year, people really not wishing for new year through sms?
I'm waiting for that wishing :p
x d la tgu, but every year I got sms.
This year?? 

But, then I start wishing happy new year to all my family 
(forward the same sms.hehe)

reply from them:

My sister, Anis wishing me happy new year by forwarding my message back!

My sister, Cik sue said happy new year. cepat la balik. I know u miss me kan? miss u too sisz :( I'll back soon.
18 January 2012 :)

My sister, Along said, selamat tahun baru dan semoga berjaya dalam apa2 yang diceburi:)Thank Along

Yang laen? x reply. tdo awal???hmmm
new year kowt.haha.



OK.nite2.

love u more and more :)